I haven’t been able to get you off my mind. I think of you more often then I don’t. It hurts, because I’m constantly around people and have to act like I’m okay. I’m not okay. I feel like my insides are ripping apart with the mere thought of seeing your smile. I am waiting, but I can only be so patient.
Love,
Me
I had an awful day today. I am having a hard time without you. I am wanting to be perfect, completely changed by the timeI see you and I fear I am self distructing. I just want you to know that I go through this insanity and pain for you.
Love,
Me
Hello, this letter is specificly for my followers. If any of you want to message me and talk about your love lives, or have questions, concerns etc. I would love to hear from you guys about how you would handle situations and tell me stories of your heartbreak. Thanks!
Love,
Me
(Source: the-paradisekids, via capric0rn)
Nope ): That’s the whole point. He knows I exist and all but he doesn’t know I love him. I’m secretly hoping he’ll see this one day and realize that I’ve been here all along, but at the same time, I don’t want him to for fear of rejection.
I’m sorry if it seems that way. This whole blog is in the format of me writing letters to someone. It’s not meant to give out every detail because I wouldn’t tell him what he already knows. If you don’t like that you don’t have to follow me.
I’m trying my best to prepare myself for seeing you again. It’s coming up fast and I want to look my best. I want to wow you when you see me. I want you to finally open your eyes and see me. Really see me. I really am anticipating this so much that my stress level keeps climbing. But I know in the end it will be worth it.
Love,
Me
Is it weird that I’m anticipating seeing you already? I mean I can’t help it. What am I going to do when I see the beautiful strong jawline that makes me want to squeal? I am trying to make everything seem perfect so that when you see me, maybe you’ll realize the way I look at you, and how every glance of yours that comes my way makes my heart stutter and soar on cloud nine. Maybe this will be the day you realize. I’ll be counting down the days until I get to see that goofy lopsided grin that makes me blush in anticipation of what words you’ll say. I am counting down the days until my heart will stop tearing in half.
Love,
Me
It’s just no one can know any of the details that would give it away. I’m not trying to be rude.
He has a body. And a face. With a smile. and yeah.
